Bruce Lee, the Global Hero

It's an once in a lifetime occasion that we get to enjoy the opportunity of learning one's amazing doings, a star that shone so bright that he stunned the entire world, and so bright that the sky had to bring him back so prematurely to where he should belong.

Bruce Lee is the brightest star that has ever fallen onto Earth just to show all Man how can a man live, what can a man be and most importantly WHO can a man be. Actor, martial artist, philosopher, director, producer, screenwriter, inventor, Bruce was really an influential figure not just within related fields, but in every single aspect, and thing is, he still is.

Driving so many crazy, some insist to call it passionate, he is really a man who has the ability to raise humanity to another ladder. By his words of wisdom, sophisticated yet simple, with confusion he brings understanding and knowledge that can never be found. He is always proud to share, and the humility he expressed impressed. That is the power of Bruce Lee, not just with Jeet Kune Do, also his intelligence.

The pride of Asia, pride of China, pride of Hong Kong. Great honour to have known your name. With all respect and awe, I salute. Thank you for all the aspirations and inspirations, the courage to strive, the passion to thrive, the desire to drive. So mysterious, and that the world everyone knows who he is. All appreciations to you, to the global hero, Bruce Lee.

Setbacks?

Every obstacle is not there to stop me from moving on, but instead, everytime it gives me more strength and courage to take a step closer.

Every storm is not there to flood the roads & streets, but instead, everytime it clears the haze of uncertainty to see the rainbow up ahead.

我一直在想

试着想这一切是如何开始的。


再想想，要是生活到此，不曾遇到“任何的其中一个人”，生活会是怎么不同。


很多时候，只有到了明天，才发现昨天已不再是今天。

新血

看到这新一批小伙子，不经意回想起几年前自己。那时跟他们年龄相同，练习的阶段也差不多，相信生活也这样活泼快活。感觉上这几年自己好像有所成长，希望真的的确是有点进步。


那个时候还有好几位一起学习的队友们，到最后也就只剩下我们四个。时不时就会想起与他们在一起练习的时候，很难无法不怀念当时。不知这是执著还是固执，真是非常希望能够回到那时侯。


这次，有幸遇到这群小伙子真是实在欣慰。真想把他们弄得好好的，让他们更加强健厉害。首先，自己必须树立一个好榜样，得先再加强自己的实力，唯有这样才能帮助他们比自己更优秀，超越自我。

这些小伙子真让人回味无穷，也同时带给大家许多希望。他们也教了我不少事物，其中他们让我能够更能领会展望未来向前迈进；往事回味也要能够放得下，这就能再加成长。

此时此刻，非常欣赏他们的积极努力，他们带来了不少推动，激励我们向前冲刺。

最重要也十分感激一位因材施教的导师与他的谆谆教导，一直都在不断为大家付出巨大心血。回想当初刚踏进习武生活时，还依然是懵懂鲁莽的无知小子。

朋友，好久不见

再次和你一同聊天的感觉，那么开心舒服。真难怪以前都天天与你的消息朝夕相伴。:D

未来的将来

是否曾想过，自己以后想做些什么？我并无法给自己一个十分明确的方向，但在心目中一直有一种执着、一种目标在燃烧着。

我只想让我身边的家人朋友不受任何伤害，每一个人。而我要保护的不只是他们，还要捍卫我这一个挺幼稚的信念。

我知道了，

就让你开心，就只是让你开心。
以前，一直以来都做错了。
但至少幸好我知道，把在外头遇到的不如意事物收起来，是对的。

想对你说的话

有些事情不知该怎么对你说，但是又不知该不该试试，因为我只知道自己无论怎么尝试、如何尝试都不会成功。一方面的确很不愿意令你为难，另一方面也不想让你被蒙在鼓里，恨不得自己能抛开所有顾虑开门见山地说出来。每次都迷惑为何会想要尝试这一项铁定失败的任务。其实我也真的十分害怕，害怕失败、害怕碰伤、更是因为害怕失去你。我其实很感谢你这样如此成熟大方地对待我的这些一举一动非常感激。我真的真的很不希望让你为难。所以。。。没关系了吧，我想我还是决定放弃了。谢谢你。很抱歉让你烦恼了。我答应，一定尽我全力让这一切过去，让我们又回到从前。其实，还有很多想要说。。。

Back In Time

Seeing people around me, everyone elated about end of PSLE, Promos and also preparing for O-levels, it really brings me back into time when it was my turn to experience this kind of thrill and anxiety of major examinations. Really...miss those times. It was hard, indeed very difficult to pull through, but as what it had been said, this is human nature.

It really hurts

To see you hurt

And there's nothing that I can do

All I can do is just to give you some useless words and

Try to just make it sounds alright

But deep down

Both of us know they're all nonsense

Just words. Plain words.

And it really hurts

To see you hoping for someone to deliver something

And thing is that

Me

Right here

Right now

Hoping to be that someone

But you just refuse to let me be that someone

And even so

I've already known every single ending of it

I still want to give it a try

Stupid enough

Absolutely

But still

It hurts

It still hurts

It really does

好，我知道了

谢谢你 :D

你的用心，我十分感激。我终于明白了。

我会尽全力让一切美好。

感谢。

感激

很感谢你一路来教会了我这么多事情，让我学习了许多许多，也让我不必冤枉地走错这么多路。但是由始至终，我从来都不知该如何跟你道谢。这些年来，如果没有你，真不知现在我自己会是处在什么样的生活中。所以这段简单的文字，希望你会看到，而且我也觉得当你看到的时候，你会知道我在表示感激的人就是你。

谢谢！祝你一切顺利！

好，朋友

未见你的时日虽不算长久，但心头总有种怀念当年的欲求。想着想着，就打算跟你说两句，可没什么话说出口。始终依然念着你这位好朋友。其实只有一种简单的祈求，只愿得知你如今过的好恙的，近来身心健壮，就几乎心满意足了。

希望当年一齐共同进退，并肩作战的伙伴，现在依旧神勇比以往更加威猛，而自己能比得上你的一半就相当理想了。又愿彼此能见面，叙旧，回忆当时一同度过的时光。

祝你，一切顺利。

Dear Friends,

I just feel like dedicating a few words to this very precious you to me. Words are the very least things to describe and thank you, however they are the most I can do to show my sincere gratitude to you. I do not have a single clue why am I doing this, but there's just this unknown urge from the inside to show you my appreciation to you.

It just suddenly hit me that our days are reducing year by year, day by day, every single second, every single tick on the clock. Inversely, the times that we've known each other, is increasing as a result. For everything you have done for me, be it intentionally, or just by sheer coincidence, by chance by luck, they had all been a learning process for me, a stepping stone to every single successes. And it is you, who had brought me to a greater height, pushing me closer to another achievement.

Regardless of how I had met you, where I had first seen you, who are you to me, or when in my life we had known each other, we, are already friends. Last but not least, I deeply apologise and thank you for the time to make the effort to read these words. Right here, I just want to thank you for being right there for me all the time.You are a treasure one of a kind in this universe, and nowhere else bears another 'you'.

Cheers'!

ya dear friend.

Well...

I've decided to post after all these Bloons TD, Dota, and AutoCAD. They all taught me and make me realise that this current world is changing so fast, change so fast that you yourself just couldn't keep track of your own pace.

Take...perhaps something that you've done a couple of years ago, that you have to put in much effort to achieve. Chances are, maybe now you can accomplish it with a snap of a finger, it's that fast. Be it using the current technology, or it is the skill itself that you've attained after all these days. It's the changes that are happening in our lives. It is an inevitable process, but is it occurring way too fast. The answer might very much likely be a yes.

Change, or in a more decorated term, "development" is a must in everywhere in the universe. No one can ever deny that, cos it is the very extremely absolutely hard truth. And we are all living in this world of change. What we can do in order to not get eliminated afterall, is to keep up with the pace and to excel, race ahead of it.

For some people, for one thing in life, there's at least this very one thing that might not have that drastic change throughout all these years. Definition of 'Friends'.

Take a look back to those lil' boys and girls days. In kindergarten, the definition of 'Friends' could very likely be something like,"You beat me today, I don't friend you anymore. If tomorrow you don't beat me, maybe I will friend you." :X. Or "I friend you now. We just keep friend, okay?" :P

How bout in primary school? It might very much be, "Anybody whom you can have a good laugh with."

When we reach secondary school, perhaps something, "Somebody whom I feel comfortable talking to, and somebody I can really trust and want to hang out with."

I am pretty sure all these don't apply to everybody exactly, but something along the line perhaps?XD

Well...I'm proud to say that I've gone through all these days, and no doubt, I miss them all. I am really happy to say I have this very huge bunch of friends I have in my head, as well as my life, that I would die to love them for my this very life. Even if I'm not in their hearts, I am sure they will be in mine.

But many times, I am really quite sad to see that I am not around with you at your birthdays, sorry for not getting an awesome present for your that special day. So I wish to do all I can by wishing you an appreciated birthday wish. And most of all, I am proud that you're my friend, even if just one day in my life.

有时候兜了几个圈，才发现自己原来回到了原点。
又想起了你，
很开心，
以前至少还有你。:D

So Sweet

it's really very. :D

Saw a girl holding a guy's hand pulling him to a spot. He is blindfolded, and she made him sit down on the floor. She then ran away to some other place which...in other words, she GONE. Looking at the guy, he's just groping around, touching the air, so lost, so frantic, so confused. He starts to panic.

Then the girl came back with a group of friends, with a birthday cake :) HAHAHA!

She grabs his restless hand and holds it tight and securely. He then opens his blindfold and well...a couple of tears just rolled down.

Isn't it just so sweet? Man!

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昔日戰友，如今莫能與者同道並肩上陣。

美丽的疤痕

你是我心中一道美丽的疤痕
我想应该需要一段漫长的时间痊愈
它痛得让我不想再理会它
但却如此美丽
让我难以阻止自己一直注意着它

你是多么亮丽的一块宝玉
而我？
只是一块毫不起眼的一块碎石
毫无成就

变？

人，是不会变的。

变的其实是

自己看待别人的

观点

角度

变的其实是

自己对待别人的

态度

看法

而导致这些变化

就是对别人的认识

对别人的了解

关怀

Workin

It's pretty cool to hear that you've started working, well erm...it's not that I don't want to work, in fact I'm dying to start work, but just that I do not have enough time. I'm leaving just 2 days later, all the way till next year. If possible, I'll try my best to find a job over there. Well, just...yea, all the best. Take care.

This song, the lyrics is very deep. The first time I listen to it, I thought I understood it's meaning. Then I started to lose my understanding to the words. Now, I think I'm starting to understand it. Please, enjoy.

BOSTON by Augustana

变

人，是会变的。

飞

转眼间就两年过去了，眼看身边的几位朋友也要到异乡，而我自己，七天后也将离开。不禁想起在重庆的日子，顿时在心中有种矛盾的心情，不知该回忆起那段美但痛的旅程；还是该让它沉到海底，把它给彻底忘了，别再打捞起。

昨天和几位一同到重庆的好友去看电影，汉祥、楚宾、弘一和景翔。很高兴又能见到他们，而今天环廷就要飞到印度了，就乘搭七点的班机。很可惜我已决定不送他机了，俊廷也认为我在那儿也毕竟较为不恰当。

下个礼拜我也就要飞了，这样一去就直到明年一月才能又与大家相聚。我在香港有与已在那儿的绍哲预约见面了。有些迫不及待，但也有些不愿意；有些渴望到那儿，但也有些感到可惜得再拿了那么长一段时间。我甚至有些痛恨自己当初为何要答应与曲阜在种种的“劝说”下。

由回忆起那段日子，我一直无法放下这个牵挂，因为我一直不愿意原谅我自己失去你。并不是无法拥有你而难过，而是因为那份可惜是我十分伤心。你我就擦肩而过，闪过对方的生命中，你就如夜空中一颗流星，瞬间的亮丽闪烁，但落在广阔无际的原野中着火，我一直放不下因为我们之间的误会仍还没解决，而我们也甚至当不成朋友。

那种仿佛刚认识就要在片刻中告别的分离，的痛苦，是那么痛，是那么痛，是那么痛的。 我们只想再见彼此多一天，就多一天。不要那种突如其来的再见，这是一种会心的沮丧。

思念 挂念 想念。

我们。。。能不能。。。再。。。重来？

Music Music Music Guitar

Music Music Music Guitar

I've so much time even until when I'm in Hong Kong from 24Nov, or even on the 5 hour flight time on the plane.

I shall devote all my time or perhaps most of my time :P to music and my dear guitar.

I shall make use of the time to fill in the lyrics for the song BenedictChia had composed.

I shall start making up chords for songs and make good music.

And through all these kind of expressions of music

I think I can try to forget about you.

I hope I can numb my heart by my passion for music.

I will learn how to tackle the pain I feel.

I hope time, the grim reaper that had taken away how we used to be,

Will take away the pain too.

And perhaps you in my heart as well.

I will present you my music in return of gratitude.

And I hope you'll like it.

Just wait and see

And listen to the song I'm writing.

Tentatively,

It's for you.

Just you.

Now,

Question is,

Will I be able to walk out of my Misery?

Or will you live in my heart,

Now and Forever?

Misery by MAROON 5

Now and Forever by Richard Marx

ShaoZhe

Today ShaoZhe has flown away at 15:30. I really can't wait to see him again.

一个人

我不想出门
因为我只想一个人
我只想尽快习惯着一个人的寂寞

熟悉这一个人的世界

体会着一个人的空间

Three weeks ago,

we're all preparing all we can for the start of O levels.

After O

Today is the last paper, but I feel different, I don't feel the kind of joy and excitment of the lease for freedom. I don't feel so much of that in particular. But instead the feeling of losing any further chance of seeing all friends as a class, as a cohort. Sec4 cohort.

We all are going to leave each other and lead a new way. Today marks the end for some schoolmates the end for this stage in life, but as well as a start of a new stage in life. There are even more questions for us to ponder and wonder, more problems for us to solve and answer, more obstacles for us to overcome. It is just a thousands of uncertainty in our future yet.

To a certain extent, this sudden plunge of responsibility makes me feel rather lost, rather uncertain.

Alone

I don't wanna spend the day alone.

I feel so wrong.

Far Away

Some things are just meant to be far away from you.

The more you leap forward to grab it closer to you

The more you will fall.

The more you fall

The more you hurt.

And you would never know

When will the injury recover

Or will the wound worsen.

When things get worse

The more you feel lost

And the more you feel so

The more you cry... ...

But the more you cry

The more you grow stronger

And the more you are able to make a decision

Clearer and more sensible.

You have to tell yourself

That when things are at its worst

Don't ever give up

For things are just only gonna get better.

Break Down

I will be right behind you when you fall.
I will be right beside you when you cry.
I will be right there ready to lend you my shoulder.
I will be right in front of you blocking every danger ahead.
I will always be by your side giving you my support.

And you are right there, with my heart with you.

I hope I am the one whom you will ever think of.

I hope I will be the one whom you will ever approach when you're lost.

I hope I will be the one whom you will ever turn to.

I just hope you will ever talk to me again.

I guess I'm just tired.

And way to tired from thinking of you again.

But only I am, not my heart.

It's my head that says let go.

My heart that grabs on to you.

And whenever I see you

Not just my face shows the smile

But too, my heart will.

Always.

It's still me that feels the pain.

I know and I always remind myself.

Constantly

That I can never break down

In front of you.

For I know deep down

That once I fall

I fall forever.

Is it still you in me?

Is it still you in me?

It still seems that you can never be erased from my mind.

It's like when I tried to press on the [Del] key, the system would show me [The current file is still in use, please try again later.]

I really wanna tell myself that you're just somebody that I've crossed paths with, but somehow, you're shadow is so vivid that it always appear every time I close my eyes.

And you are exactly everything I see.

I'm just really glad and grateful that you'd taken a photo with me and that is my sweetest memory.

I just hope, that I could ever be the one you would think of when you need help the most.

And I will just continue hoping, in vain.

It's just as real yet virtual like a dream.

I wish you can be by my side, and just like the song by David Choi, By My Side.

There's just time to time that you're the only person I would ever think of, even when I'm asleep.

The next thing I know, it's all fake when I wake up.

It's just that false impressions and happenings that make me smile, but whenever I turn around, I know deep down, that it's just simply not gonna happen.

There you are, continuing your rainbow-colourful life.

And here I am, glad to keep all those gloomy clouds away from you.

This song, by David Choi too, By My Side.

Enjoy!

David Choi - That Girl

I couldn't help it, but this song really is simply awesome. It just describes and depicts the settings in the inner you from time to time through his voice. Simply Awesome, Too Good. Enjoy!

That Girl - David Choi

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

想像

夜深人静，就像离开了身边的朋友，那些熟悉的面孔、亲切的声音，一直在脑海中清晰地浮现出来。感觉就像渐渐离他们越来越远，总有一天会失去他们，而这就是我最害怕会到来的一天。离别虽是人生中定得经历的，但我很难能接受及平静那永远都无法忘怀的痛。每当想起往事，都仿佛只是在昨天才发生罢了；每当即将别离的时刻，感觉像前一天才互相认识，还没相处够的感受。这些回忆都像一只就要从蛹破茧而出的蝴蝶，在这成长的过程里的经历，很美却很痛。我知道定要勇敢，但是时间无法弥补心中的这个缺口，它只能慢慢让我暂时性的想不起，不会解决心上的问题。

我就是那么的渺小

我就是那么的渺小

Thinkin of You again

我又开始想你了

Graduation Nite CCHMS S4 2010

一片漆黑而宁静的夜空，隐藏了无数的灿烂星光。。。

The Sec4 Graduation Nite ended off with a hit, or should I say, the entire Secondary school life ended with a HIT! 4FG had filled up all the missing parts and little gaps in between incomplete patterns. Tonight, I had realised that I can achieve goals beyond my thoughts. And these 2 years, I have learnt the most important lesson in my life. It is to open up.

2 years ago, I stepped into the class, I am being really honest here. I actually disliked the entire class. But slowly, time, people, friendship, emotions, feelings, and most importantly the spirit proves what I always thought was really really really utterly wrong.

Today, or right now or just now, or during the ceremony, it is the official closing of our wonder 4 years in CCHMS. And 2 years ago, I forcefully picked up 3FG, and just now, I know I have to let go of 4FG. I want to do it with pride, with honour, with my friends, with the spirit, with the right attitude. Things have never worked out this fine for me before. I have found my compass, and things were never this clear and distinctive to me.

I would like to dedicate some words to certain people. But, I don't think I have sufficient 'resources' to carry that out.

But in the end, I just want to thank you 4FG. You are the Foolish Gods!

Toys

There's no way Conventional Toys can ever win Electronic Toys

Little Wonders

I always have to wipe my tears away from my face everytime I listen to this song. And, Meet The Robinsons is a very very nice film. I'll never forget it at all in my life. It means to much, it is so great and profound. You can even feel how to characters do. I cried while watching it. The feeling of the show is so strong, that I'm extremely satisfied with just watching it once. Although I do have the urge to watch it once again, but in fact to be frank, I have the strange reluctance to feel the emotions once again. I love it very very much.

Little Wonders by Rob Thomas, enjoy!

JC Joke

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and
one to market it. All because they don’t wanna get scolded by their GP teacher who yell at them for not doing the CIP work.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in
and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’re too busy trying to study what they love.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them. They wanna break into the ‘Top 5′. Humanities Scheme? They’re the number 7 Science JC and the number 5 Arts JC (TJC is no. 6), mind you!

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: One. Only the teacher who tells them what a light bulb is in the
first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb (by fixing it). (He gets paid and pray that he’s not sued by CMPB.)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’d prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm…*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They’ll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who edited all this?
A: A Pioneer from PJC.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: I fix lor. I gonna get expelled from school thanks to the ex-Crescent tyrant’s rule. If I don’t fix the light bulb, how can I survive in my next course — Electrical Engineering at Republic Polytechnic? Thanks to her I most prob get retained la, so what I posted to JC? She sibeh bochap one. So much as us being the ‘caring college’. Caring to get promotion, eh? Let’s do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire first. Heck. I heard from my seniors that wearing polo tees in Tuesdays and Thursdays are allowed. Last Thursday I wore a polo tee and I kena get caught by Mr Yellyellyell. I even tucked in… my design looks better when I tuck in, it’s more neat what. How come… Here’s my friend, there, he does the jumping jack with me, he then never tuck in what. But what’s the use of tucking in stuff? Everyone’s not me or the rugby coach. Who tucks in anyway? C’mon, let’s do liao la. 1, 2, 3, 4.. 2, 2, 3, 4…

不能办到

我发现，我什么都不会，什么都不能办到。一个没有用的人什么能够对得起自己。

Songs YAY

1. Pieces - Sum 41

2. I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

3. Love Story- Taylor Swift

4. Baby - Justin Bieber

5. Shalala - The Wynners

6. Better Man - Robbie Williams

7. Hey, Soul Sister - Train

故事

每个人的生命都是一个故事，写着自己过着的每一天每一点，而故事的长短，故事精彩丰富都是看自己如何利用每一份每一秒。然而，生活经验丰富，故事情节自然有趣。只要用心编写这本书，回头读一读，滋味必然甜美。苦尽甘来，方有滋味。这一句话真是形容的淋漓尽致。经历过的日子越苦，回首昔日享受今朝的滋味越甜。

生活中固然有起起落落，痛心难过、快乐笑语，但无论如何故事也得继续写下去，处在谷底或山峰，还是要往家的方向归，生活依然持续着。欣赏自己所做过的事情，而别后悔遗憾没办到的任务。别把时间与精神花在自责叹息中，只要铭记，不要再把同样的错误在犯，把要做的事弄妥当。拥有一个不断学习的心态面对所有事物，把生活每一段经验当成一种学习的机会，收获难免不少。保持一种虚心看待世界的角度，生活更美妙。

这本书的彩色笔，就是照相机。它为生命添加了不少色彩。把生命中一个个回忆中隐隐约约美好的记忆成真。他助大家以画面把故事说完。少了它，宇宙就不会完美。而这一块完美的精髓，就藏在你我的脑海中，随着风、随着浪、跟向一朵朵浪花离人而去。

HAHA?

HAHA?

deserve?

deserve?

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Relive

RELIVE THE MOMENT

FEEL IT ONCE MORE

Bazaar

It's really great and exciting to be reunited with the 5 Tigers and really, it was amazing. I am so happy to see them and they are the ones who make my life proud. They are the real friends and people who I enjoy to be with.

However, there was something pretty weird. Although the five of us were just standing face to face to each other, but somehow, there was this "barrier" that made me feel far away from them. I am feeling that all of us are starting to take one of the very first steps towards a new life and a new future.

This is inevitably the cruel and sad fact of reality in life. Losing and gaining any single thing is really a very common happening or in fact even the most common phenomenon to happen in our every day life.

My buddies, worry not, for I will remember you, your faces, your names. I will remember, the days we had, the hardship we pulled through. Strive for the better and exceed the best. For you are all perfect, my very nice friends indeed.

Photos YNPS

YNPS!

YNPS 75th Anniversary ended with a great mark of laughter and joy! A total of 26 members of all our old memories came back and enjoyed the night.

JianYou, YangZhi, ZiHan, HoeKang, WeiHan, Kelvin, Ben, Muhammad, ChengHong, ChanAn, WenKai, Shelton, Clarissa, Natasha, WenXin, Dawn, XueYi, JiePin, LiXin, XiangMin, SimLin, LiTing, Mandy, Irene, Karen, and finally

MS CHUA!!!

Well, went there early and I do think I'm the first one to reach, then came WeiHan, Ben, slowly everyone came. We went into the school and saw Ms Chua. We were basically disturbing her, bugging her continuously to name all of us one by one.

Saw loads of teachers and all the fantastic me came back all at once while looking at the classrooms we used to conquer. Now I feel it, once a class, always a class. I strongly believe nothing can tear us apart.

After the dinner, we invaded the stage which was once where we presented our pride and our class in glory. The moment one by one we step onto the platform, it really felt like the old us, but the new outside of our inner person. The soul is still there, only that we all grew taller, stronger, wiser. And here, we are back to present our pride, once again. Our voices wrapped over and filler the enter hall while all the guests had left. There's this kind of unknown rush of honour gushing all over.

We are one, once again. Time is definitely not the acid that corrodes all of us away, but it is the lubricant that makes all of us, getting closer and better with one another. Times will change, the appearances of us will change, our attitude and goals will change.

But our soul as together, will never change. May yesterday be once again be yesterday.

"One For All & All For One,"

有些事情，不知道该不该说呢？

Soccer. Dream.

Dream of every children

My favourite commercials

Dream?

Just started to enjoy the sweet sensation.

Only then, to realise it's a dream. Dreams are EVIL.

当你-王心凌

This song fills up the little gaps in the broken melodies in me.

当你-王心凌

Deserve?

一个人的遗憾与错过必定太多太多了，比计较。若不重要、芝麻绿豆，就把它给忘了。记得太多，烦恼。

至今，“努力”二字刚出现在我的词典里，两个自在，但解释并不在。

我想，我做人最难学会的就是耐心与谦虚。

其实，我写了那么多，是想提醒自己，并非像要记得曾经发生过的事。

我喜欢写作，因为，写作可以让我找到我想要的快乐，而它能过让我进入到自己像要的世界。写作的美妙在于随心所欲的向往多能”实现”。

Everything is there for a reason/value. Whether or not, it is up to you to find out.

FIFA

This song, Wavin Flags by Khaan really impresses me. This video makes me remember why I love soccer so much. It reminds me the history of this game, and it makes me understand how a simple game can put so many people and country all over the planet together as one. This song really touches my heart and explains how probably South Africans feel and how the pride shines on all Africans right now. Soccer is not just a sport, it is an art, it is a beauty, it is a spirit, it is a life, a soul. It reminds me of many past memories I had in the game. Those old players, I do miss them. There might just not be any chances left to see them on the grass pitch anymore. It is history. Soccer is not just a game of 22 with 4 officials. It speaks the mind and soul of millions. Not just in the stadium, it is around the world. It has a shocking power which brings the spirit of football around this globe. Futbol, play enjoy love!




My Top 5 Favourite Futbol Players [still playing]

1. Park Ji-Sung (Man Utd & South Korea)

2. Iker Casillas (Real Madrid & Spain)

3. Shunsuke Nakamura (Yokohama Marinos & Japan)

4. Patrice Evra (Man Utd & France)

5. Bastien Schweinsteiger (Bayern Munich & Germany)

回忆

一位抽着烟，鼻下两撇须的中年男子，毫不起眼。外貌看似不怎么讨人喜欢的一个人。怎么知道... ...

I suddenly stumbled upon this word/name "Johnny", and I remembered the nice 刘老师, I remembered the wonderful trip overseas, and my many very dear friends on the other side of the continent.

这位看似平凡的中国及中年男子，他，其实带着一股不平凡的平凡。他的温暖呵护令我们感到十分欢喜，让我们感到亲切。在他眼里，仿佛我们这一班年轻人就如他的一切，不断照顾着我们。

我们临走前，记得他那一双强壮的手臂激动的搂抱着我，那个温馨的感受，犹如一份感恩涌上心头。这位外地老师将会使大家记忆力永久地居留在脑海。

那些热浪般的热情朋友们也让我们感染了他们的喜悦，这些南么多份感情，我非常感激他们给予的美好回忆。

我领悟到了，领悟到了施比受更有福的真正意思，得真正感觉是如何。

下午到一所老人院帮忙，而我从中学到了。我更加珍惜身边所有的人、事、物。我知道了，身边拥有的一切，得来不易，也不是天经地义，在这个世界上没有任何人没有一个有亏欠你任何事物，一个微笑或一声谢谢，都是多给你的，要感激感恩都无法完整地回报他。

我发现，付出的越多，收获越多。做什么事情都不要抱着想要回报的心态，把每一次的机会当成一个学习的旅程。学到的一分一毫就等于为生命填上一分一毫的姿彩。学到的，不一定对钱财方面或利益上有所帮助，但他会让我们感恩，让我们知足、知足常乐。快乐，愉快的心境会让身心健康。微笑。

人，没有学识，也要有知识；没有知识，也要有常识。

两首歌曲，希望听了会有所感触。

1. 巫启贤 (李圣杰) - 叫阮的名

2. *-nevermind, I can't remember what's the other song that kept floating in my head just now-*

-EDITED: 许冠杰 - 天才白痴钱钱钱

生命中的人

在我生命中有不少人对我很重要。

1. 陈建友 (Tan Jian You) a.k.a. "jian": 从小学二年级就是很要好的好伙伴了。几乎是我在小学是的重要支柱。他一直不断给予我无线的鼓励，也不断陪着我做任何无厘头的无聊事儿。有一段时间，他很低潮但我却无法帮到他真的觉得很气馁。如今看到快乐而神经质般的生气又重现在他的笑容，真是让我感到放心。

2. 许环廷 (Jasmon Hoh Wan Ting) a.k.a. "jamson": 中一敬开始，强劲的竞争对手，后来成为了小组—"孙子兵法" 的队友。一起合作，与其他两位好搭档关系融洽，可说是完美无缺，梦幻组合。如今我们还有保持联络彼此欣赏对方的美妙文笔，取长补短。他的支持让我撑到现在，而他优秀的一切都是大家羡慕的。敬•五虎上将之—關羽關雲長。

3. 谢伟彬 (Benedict Chia Wei Ping) a.k.a. "ben": 去年就同班了。天天一起吃饭谈天。谈足球，论兴趣，总是说不厌。互相帮忙指点课业上的困难。他当时时常迷茫彷徨，我只能给他一些微不足道的意见与安慰。在他生日的时候，看他收到每份祝贺时的那种难以隐藏的喜悦真叫人为他欢乐。

4. 黄楚翰 (Wee Chu Han Johann) a.k.a. "QL": 青龍。十年了，今年第十年了。我想也不多人能比得上我们在教练指导下的日子。我们认识已十年了。回想起，当年还相当幼小，记得的事并不多，但隐隐的印象还能浮现。他是我最壮大的朋友。无法挡。

La Definitionja Yoncho

看着你如今快乐高兴的笑容，真为你开心当时你没有选择我。我也十分欣慰我们还依然是好朋友，希望以后还可能有缘，但我不指望，希望你一切顺利一切成功！

Chan Yao Wing

Chan Yao Wing :)

Ying

___, 每次牵着你的手, 我觉得我是世界上最快乐的人。但是，可恶的是我从来都没有这个机会、这个荣兴。能看见你的笑容，是我无比的欢乐。珍惜你不是因为能够拥有你，而是有缘能看见你。如果我们真的能在一起，如果你愿意，我会每天唱歌给你听、我会每天和你一起回家，一起吃饭。我们也一定会一起温习做功课，那就不必担心成绩了。我好想与你说话，但是无能的我一直找不到那勇气，更奇怪的是其实并不用什么垃圾勇气。除了笨蛋与诸如此类的词语，我实在找不到任何其他的形容词了。我傻吗？我到底在干嘛呀！你已做好你的本分了，我没有任何其他可求的了。你给我的答案是一份最好的回答。我只想问你，这次考得如何？你说我，羞耻不羞耻？

忘记。你

我和你，既然无缘当恋人，我就只想与你当友人。谁知道友人也无幸当成，我想，你和我就只是擦肩而过的路人。请别为我担心，而你要保持开心，因为你身边的陌生人会为你高兴。这位不愿把你当成路人的陌生人，只愿在一旁守护着你。看你每一次成功、每一个笑容，陪伴你姿态动人、颜容迷人。这一位执著的路人，就只是个痴人，与你曾经擦肩而过的，痴人。

你是我梦境中出现的那朦胧面庞。那模糊的轮廓不断浮现在我的记忆里，挥散不去。我只想对你说声对不起，这么长时间打扰了你，很抱歉。别担心，我定会尽力忘了你。

而我只想告诉你，生日快乐。

For Her

Today is her birthday and this is dedicated to her.

It's her birthday and all I can do is to think of her and hope she receives my birthday wish for her.

There seems to be so much things to tell you, but they just couldn't show themselves when I always see you. But anything else is no longer important.

I just wanna say, Happy Birthday.

学习

想要学好一样东西，就要先了解那样东西。

HATE

I SCREWED UP EVERYTHING!

I hate myself, I hate all I've done, I hate everything of me!

I just hate it! It's all my fault. I just know how to screw things up and mess them up!

I AM OF NO USE AT ALL! I really really feel that I am the reason behind all the problems. I screw things up.

S.C.R.E.W.E.D.

Train Dragon

Last night I went to watch "How To Train Your Dragon" with HanXiang and JingXiang. Well...HanXiang was late...few minutes. We got in and luckily it was still playing the commercial at that time. So we're rather certain we missed nothing of the show.

The show was awesome, I love it, I love it like nothing else. Well, I was thinking why and how the main character Hiccup can get his goal and change the entire culture and lifestyle of his very own Viking village. There are several factors and reasons leading to this great change.

Firstly, BELIEF. He believed that the dragons are not evil at all, and this strength in his belief has given him courage and will-power to prove it to all his fellow people.

Seondly, CAPABILITY. He possesses the ability to prove and show to everyone else his real capability and what he can achieve. He'd done it by showing his skills, riding a dragon. He has tamed one and it's the mysterious Night Fury. He is able to convince everyone that his belief is true.

Thirdly, FRIENDS. Without his friends, he would have no support at all, and he would not have any believer and neither can he find help. And because of this group of friends, he managed to save everyone. He could manage to convince his friends, because of his capabilities.

Fourthly, LOVE & TRUST. His father loves him and trusts him, although he is really worried of what his son might be facing, but his spirit has touched him and made him proud of be his son. He entrusted this important mission to him. Because of this, he has the change to continue with his plan.

I believe there are still more, much more. Just that either I can't really phrase them out, or I simply not yet thought of it. In conclusion, the movie was a splendid film.

Hoooya!

Add-on

I just learned about this Samurai book, and I'm definitely gonna a put it on to my Wishlist officially. Wishlist update: The Book of Five Rings by Miyamoto Musashi. In Chinese, or rather in actual Japanese, it's titled Wu Lun Shu,(Go Rin No Sho).

One more

Wo zhi xiang duo kan ni yi yan... *this is my first time updating with my PSP, so I couldn't get the actual chinese characters*

笑

你的笑容，拨动了心中的弦，把我心中的静湖起了无数的涟漪，单调沮丧的世界，仿佛童话般地填上了色彩，鲜艳无比。
你的笑声，把我从灰色的世界拉到我喜爱、在温暖的天空。
你那可爱动人的笑脸照亮了乌云密布的云层，让阳光滋润小草大地，生命的源泉。

但那只会逗留在心怀上的美好依然触不可及，眼前的你如此的靠近，而彼此的心却在这交叉点上互相躲避。脸上快乐的你，挂上甜美的笑容，这已是能让我开心的最佳画面。

你得愉快，我，也能感受得到，只希望我的悲伤不会令你感到烦恼。

Protect

What do you protect?
What is your belief?
What are you striving to achieve?

What is your 'life'?

回忆

打开深藏在脑海中的相簿，翻出我们一页一页的故事。泛黄的簿页回荡着书香味，徘徊在嗅觉中。记忆里的画面把我童话般地回溯时光，追着美好的曾经。一同走过的酸甜苦辣咸，令我欣慰地呼吸。清晰的笑声陪伴着隐约的相片，不停地在脑海了浮现。温馨的微风，迎面吹来，不禁闭上眼，享受童话故事完美片段的笼罩，布满心间。微笑刻在心头上的表面，慢慢缓缓地沉入心底。

写着你我他们的故事书籍
藏在书桌旁的第几层抽屉
拂拭双颊缓缓落下的泪滴
控制鼻子一酸与它地呼吸
温馨动人的画面仍然清晰
(This part shall be continued...cos' I've forgotten what I wanted to write.)

Help? No, it WON'T work

Help? No, it WON'T work!

What you believe is what will come true.

I believe, it's not only me who's trying to help everyone, but what is of use when not everyone is having the right mindset and attitude. And I am very confident to point out that, that is the determining factor which leads to the failure.

I tried to help, I tried to help finalise and I know I can't get what I desire, but why not try, give a try. Even the girl Asher Book was singing to, tried and gave him a chance, it's her own happiness and she's willing to give a try, and why can't we? You can say that, "It's a darn movie, godamit, the freaking director wants the script to be written like that!"

Well, but it's gonna be of no harm or perhaps not much harm, so why not just give it a shoot and, I am sure we'll face more failures than successes in any and every point of our life, but without failures, there definitely won't be success.

I am not saying that all my ideas are totally right, you must adhere and support. Oh my, even Saddam Hussien needed to be the Irapi President to do so, how can I? It's no harm, serious, nobody can be sure what will happen, nobody can be absolution sure it will or will not work, but if we don't even try, even a small little cute boy or girl will know that it's definitely NOT GONNA WORK!

I am just pure fed-up now, really.

Future

Hmm...have you ever thought of what you would like to do in the future? Okay, a bit of help on which part of the future. Perhaps after getting your first salary or something. Erm...the future here that I'm talking about need not be very far away. Or just after exams or something is also fine. For me, I have some picture of it.

-Buy a Man Utd jersey (be it home, away or 3rd)
-Buy a guitar (be it acoustic, classical or even...okay, no electric)
-Get a new laptop
-Go to market with my mum
-Learn piano
-Learn French
-Stay-over at any teammate's house
-Even overseas
-SING! with team

I think the first 3 are really really quite far away. Maybe the overseas with team might also be far as well.

Well...i think that's all I get from all my day dreaming.

Uncertainty

Sometimes, I really don't know whether to move on or to wait. Cos both always seems to be a hazard to creating more havoc and chaos. And really, how gentle or fine would people like? Erm...British kind of formal language or French's? Oh? That's a good idea. Not bad....

Hmm, actually I think I know why the summary section in English exams is so challenging, cos we always are struggling to be conveying the exact or perhaps similar information and detail in much lesser count of words. And this situation should be because having to express a text with long word count in lesser words should be difficult. So most probably this phenomenon might happen, which is that, using more words to express would make an idea much clearer, right? I think so.

I'm thinking of something, if you got something which is free of charge and it can allow you to reach out to your various targets even faster and more efficiently as compare to you using something which costs money and yet slower in efficiency. Which one would you use? Make your choice. And sometimes, in a group, often people might shun away from taking on the responsibility to be guiding all to a direction, so, of course somebody has to do it, right? But could just that 1 person always be having this honour to?

Yea.... Whether one would like to care or not, but keeping interest in one is not a job of one. And really, when that poor little boy says he does like and accepting his friends fine suggestions, but in return he got accused for not wanting to listen to his suggestions. Something should be wrong, probably. I find this amusing.

Not like no one doesn't recognise you, duh...oh oh, not like nobody says you didn't, yeaa...this expression should be more appropriate. And I don't think Singapore police is so ridiculous to illiegalise people from...what...talk? wth? Ewww....that's gonna be crap. Hmm...and would you agree to this statement. Raising expectations will lead to raising self-demand, which will lead to improving standard? I think I sounds quite resonable doesn't it? Heh.

I just find things rather amusing in any sense. Ridiculous, this little poor boy is really dumb to react and respond to this people around him. He should just like listen to them 'sing' and perhaps if he likes, he could sing back for his own interest. Ooh that would be nice. Music is good...and after that he might as well go home. He can then sleep or do homework. And his principal might consider not to expel him. Then he got a school to study in! YAY! And after PSLE, go secondary school, and JC or Poly after his "O" Levels. Or maybe he DOESN'T EVEN need "O". OMG....he's a pro...

Fault

Everything is my fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. First few times I don't get reply, I continue sending. And say I spam. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I don't keep on sending anymore. They say they didn't receive. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I just send one time. When the time comes, they tell me they don't understand. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I still decide to send just once. They last-minute say they can't make it. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I added a question, "Understand?". They think that I'm being fed-up. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I ask a bit more. They say they're lost. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. They say I can't relay the message properly and clearly. My fault.

I don't send out announcement/reminder. They say they don't know what's going on. My fault.

I don't send out announcement/reminder. They say I always use to remind and announce. And they say they didn't expect that I won't send. My fault.

I don't send out announcement/reminder. They blame me for not finalising. My fault.

I give opinion. They say anything. In the end, the outcome sucks. My fault.

I give opinion. They think it's not good. They disagree. My fault.

I give opinion. I put in a lot of effort. I get discredit. My fault.

I give opinion. No one bothers. They say it's not attractive. My fault.

I give opinion. They agree. They don't even try to follow-up and progress. They say I should be the one doing it. My fault.

I don't give opinion. They say I don't care. My fault.

I don't give opinion. They think that I'm not happy. Keep blaming me not to be so upset always. My fault.

I don't give opinion. They say I don't give a damn. My fault.

I ask for more. They say I'm too strict. My fault.

I ask a bit more. They say I'm crazy. My fault.

I said "A". But they insist I said "B". My fault.

I asked for "A". They got "B",. When other people ask. My fault.

I work a bit faster. They keep complaining I'm rushing them. My fault.

I work faster. I couldn't get my agenda. I ask them once. They say I cannot give them pressure. My fault.

I just ask to be a little faster/harder. They say I'm asking for too much. My fault.

When I ask something. They keep on playing. In the end, they say that I didn't say. My fault.

I want to do something. They don't give me support/ interest. My fault.

Everything is just simply my fault, KAY?!!

Nothing

I always try to please everyone, and I really want to. But seriously, every attempt ended up with a failure.

It's definitely my problem that I always couldn't look in the respective perspectives and always fail to think in each situations. And what ends up is the horrible ending where the team in hardly cheered up.

If there's a thing that I can make all my team comrades really happy and cheered up, I could promise anything I give, I am very willing to grant them the cheerful and contented smiles on their faces. I am very willing to.

But could that anything really appear? I think it wouldn't possibly will.

I'm just a failure. What else can I do? I just can't do anything. It's once again a brand new day, but all I can do is to worry and start thinking of ideas and solutions to make them happy.

But what I'm more than certain is that it'll be an absolute failure.

Somebody

Would there be anybody to appreciate a something done by that someone?
Would it mean that if nobody happens to be appreciating whatever that somebody is doing, that somebody wouldn't be living for a purpose?
Would there really be somebody who will support that somebody truly and honestly?
Would trying to praise something done by somebody be categorized as appreciating?
What would really happen if nobody is really there for that somebody?
And would that miserably somebody be someone right beside, by your side just for you and yet you do not know?
And could that somebody just be you?
Or even me?

Extraordinary

Football legends, often we think of a single player, but this, they are a super extraordinary pair of strikers. This is seriously the BEST football video I've ever watched!

Andy Cole & Dwight Yorke.

"...the combination was out of this world..."

Tell Me Please

As you know....not everytime I am quite into blogging or what you call this. So....sometimes I do update, and sometimes I don't. Partly is because of the schedule or maybe I'm purely too lazy or perhaps tired. Or what else things you can think of.

And I just went to HuiZhen's blog. She did a pretty interesting thing. And so I would like to do it as well. Although I haven't ask HuiZhen if she permits me to do so, but I'm kinda sure that she won't really mind. but trust me, I'll surely ask her when the time comes.

So, please tag on da tagboard anything and everything that you don't like, or dislike, or hate, or really really unhappy about, or any negative adjective you can think of. Just note it down there. I really appreciate it. Alright? Thanks a lot pals.

Really, just note it down right?

No need to be afraid or anything you can think of. Ya...

Fail, Me

I'm just a fail. I fail in everything, seriously everything. I fail in studies, I fail in leading my team, I fail in sports, I fail in music, and seriously, I even fail in games. All I know how to do is just to talk and talk and talk all those lousy loser craps. I just fail and flop. ON MY FACE! Super fed-up. I am screwed. What can I do? Nothing. You name it, I fail it.

人与人之间的不快乐、难过，都是应各自的观点与重点的差异。人们往往都忘了每个事件都拥有两面，甚至360度。但是，心胸狭窄的人类，双眼就置放在自己的利益上，自己的观点重点上，导致视线范围不多于0度的结果。当大家都能过在别人的视线范围里环是整个360度，当然这些不必要的误会就不会发生了。

Just now when I was on the bus, this happened:
A group of students were at the bus stop and some of them boarded the bus. One of them was running towards the bus, he managed to get up. Few moments later, another boy was shouting from the outside of the bus, shouting as he was running towards the bus. He seemed to hold something in his hand, however he didn't look like he wanted to board the bus. When he came closer, I saw that it was a $5 note in his hand. He got up the bus and shouted to the boy who managed to get up the bus previously. He yelled at him,"EH! YOUR $5 DROP!!". He passed the money over and got down the bus. As he was making his way down, he grumbled jokefully,"Bodooh...".

What I see in this shouting boy is that, he is willing to help his friends in any circumstances. In the above story, he is willing to disgrace himself by shouting in the public and even in the bus. He doesn't mind to be stared at with a different light at all, as long as he has passed the belonging to his friend. He is one of the kind of friends you would like to have. He is the friend who is willing to die for his friend.

In any case, appreciate everyone around you. Not because that you would like them to save or help you in any time else. Never expect to get any repay at all. This is not the reason why friends are with you.

Care for them, share. And I fail to do that. I fail to be a responsible respectful friend.

I fail.

童真

失去了童真，就是不是等于失去了真正的你和我？而失去了真正的你和我，就是不是等于失去了了解自己的能力？失去了了解自己的能力，就是不是失去了生活的意义与快乐？失去了生活的意义与快乐，就是不是失去了人生的指南针人生的方向？失去了人生的指南针人生的方向，就是不是失去了目标与梦想？

然而，当你发现原来你已失去了自己至可爱的童真时，一切已太晚了。

人们总说，长大了就有自由了。但相反的，我却认为小时侯所得到的自由比起如今的多许多许多。

Back

Can we get back like the way we were? Can we enjoy the times we had together? Can we share the same atmosphere and happiness as well?

Time has changed everything and took away everything I thought I had. The change is too large and extensive that it change everything, practically everything.

The Click Five - [Mary Jane]

"could it be
that nothings gonna change
cos' time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had"

优客李林 - <输了你，嬴了世界又如何>

"朦胧之间
仿佛我又看到你的脸
依然带着淡淡忧愁的双眼
忽隐忽现
就当全是一场梦
不必掩饰我的错
无奈的苦笑不必找牵强的理由
就让它日日夜夜刺痛我胸口
让我眼神没有焦点
泪水模糊我的视线"



OH AND ONE MORE THING! It's gonna be Eunice Bek's birthday tommorrow. Would you forgive me if I don't give you a present, punctually? HAH! She's very nice team mate to have to work with. Oh well, I think I remembered last year's birthday present for you is..erm...2 weeks of Pink Dolphin, 1 bottle per day. HEH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE!

以往

如今最近经常碰见你，让我想起以往的日子。每当有看见你，我越来越觉得我更忘不了你。你在我心目中的印象太深刻，留下的回忆太清晰，有时又甚至多么渴望当时不认识你，也没见过你。

使我最难过的是，我们连个朋友都没有机会当。

是我自己把自己的各个闸门给密密封上了呢，还是你也在躲避？

我也很难给自己一个确定的答案。我一直都坚信我们根本不会有可能，但是不知为何，想你的心情一支缠绕在心头。

真得很希望，时间能像海浪，把你在我心中礁石般的记忆慢慢冲刷浸蚀。

2010 Resolutions

2010 New Year, New Achievements

1. "O" Levels! Own it FLAT FLAT!
2. WushuHub Reunion Dinner! Beat it HOT HOT!
3. Sam Lee's nice album! MUST get it!
4. Get BEDOK a nice...EVERYTHING!
5. Think of MORE things to put down here!

Well......really, I have quite a hard time to list this five items.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

6A Christmas Party

Christmas had never been so fun. I guess and I hope that I do not need to write down everything that happened, cos I believe Dawn and Natasha had already narrated the day at their blogs. Heh.

Well, it's really unbelieveable that there were really a lot more people with us. Times had really never been so fun, so enjoyable. Just a blink of eye, three years passed, but we're still so close. Well...still counted as clos,. I hope.

People do change, really. The days gone by, together along side, the people we knew last time are gone as well. It's really nice to see more new people, but seeing them all change in a second, really makes someone feels uneasy. But it's a good thing, good to see them change for the better. Yes, anyway it's nice to have people all around, back together again.

放开

放开来的感觉真好。

其实，轻松的诀窍就在于放开。当你放开来了，很自然的，自己就会觉得很自在。非常轻松的感觉自己就再跟内心说话。那种感觉十分舒服。

放开来，做自己。

快乐 吗？

我记得有曾经有说过，快乐，一天是24个小时，不快乐，一天仍然是24个小时。何必不快乐呢？

真以为要快乐就能快乐吗？想逼着自己快乐一些，谈何容易。口头上说这就容易，但真要行动，就真的不简单了。

想了想后，又觉得，不快乐其实也不是件坏事。看，要是你不曾不快乐，怎能体会到快乐与不快乐的分别呢？

这几句话都有点矛盾，但。。。我想。。。

Yesterday & Today

YESTERDAY

Singapore
Changi Airport
Terminal 2
12 46

Waiting for Kyanta and TaiFong to reach. Expected both with parents. Kyanta was alone himself and I saw him with two luggages. I thought, well, he thought as well, that there won't be anything to...in the form of "luggage".

We saw TaiFong at Swensen's @ T2. Well...with his family. We had lunch, and Kyanta and me did not have to pay because TaiFong's dad got us free lunch. At Killney's Kopitiam.

Proceeded to T1 with TaiFong and his family. And saw ZiHan. He was going to T3 to study with his...classmates very probably.

15 01
Johann arrived and he managed to see the Tiger spread wings. Proceeded to Budget Terminal...well, to the Shuttle Bus, and sent of Hidayat.

When both of them went off, noticeably, Johann was more down then before. I think both of us were.

16 26
Bedok Community Center
03-03

Searching for old photos with Johann. Found many interesting things.

19 23
Kaiyu ShiXiong's house

Bought more keychains and went home. And found out Johann's Republic Polytechnic certificate was with me.

TODAY

Singapore
City Hall
MRT Control Station
18 55

Saw Francis and went to MacDonald's. Crowded with people. Proceeded to Burger King, and suddenly received a plan change to Marina Square. Went back to MRT Control Station, Chairman Tjhin whacked us. Waited for Kaiyu ShiXiong. And Fairy Godmother. And proceeded to Marina Square food court to eat and talk basically. Then went to MacDonald's, and talk and laugh.

And then go home.

And then ended up here.