Uncertainty

Sometimes, I really don't know whether to move on or to wait. Cos both always seems to be a hazard to creating more havoc and chaos. And really, how gentle or fine would people like? Erm...British kind of formal language or French's? Oh? That's a good idea. Not bad....

Hmm, actually I think I know why the summary section in English exams is so challenging, cos we always are struggling to be conveying the exact or perhaps similar information and detail in much lesser count of words. And this situation should be because having to express a text with long word count in lesser words should be difficult. So most probably this phenomenon might happen, which is that, using more words to express would make an idea much clearer, right? I think so.

I'm thinking of something, if you got something which is free of charge and it can allow you to reach out to your various targets even faster and more efficiently as compare to you using something which costs money and yet slower in efficiency. Which one would you use? Make your choice. And sometimes, in a group, often people might shun away from taking on the responsibility to be guiding all to a direction, so, of course somebody has to do it, right? But could just that 1 person always be having this honour to?

Yea.... Whether one would like to care or not, but keeping interest in one is not a job of one. And really, when that poor little boy says he does like and accepting his friends fine suggestions, but in return he got accused for not wanting to listen to his suggestions. Something should be wrong, probably. I find this amusing.

Not like no one doesn't recognise you, duh...oh oh, not like nobody says you didn't, yeaa...this expression should be more appropriate. And I don't think Singapore police is so ridiculous to illiegalise people from...what...talk? wth? Ewww....that's gonna be crap. Hmm...and would you agree to this statement. Raising expectations will lead to raising self-demand, which will lead to improving standard? I think I sounds quite resonable doesn't it? Heh.

I just find things rather amusing in any sense. Ridiculous, this little poor boy is really dumb to react and respond to this people around him. He should just like listen to them 'sing' and perhaps if he likes, he could sing back for his own interest. Ooh that would be nice. Music is good...and after that he might as well go home. He can then sleep or do homework. And his principal might consider not to expel him. Then he got a school to study in! YAY! And after PSLE, go secondary school, and JC or Poly after his "O" Levels. Or maybe he DOESN'T EVEN need "O". OMG....he's a pro...

Fault

Everything is my fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. First few times I don't get reply, I continue sending. And say I spam. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I don't keep on sending anymore. They say they didn't receive. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I just send one time. When the time comes, they tell me they don't understand. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I still decide to send just once. They last-minute say they can't make it. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I added a question, "Understand?". They think that I'm being fed-up. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. I ask a bit more. They say they're lost. My fault.

I send out announcement/reminder. They say I can't relay the message properly and clearly. My fault.

I don't send out announcement/reminder. They say they don't know what's going on. My fault.

I don't send out announcement/reminder. They say I always use to remind and announce. And they say they didn't expect that I won't send. My fault.

I don't send out announcement/reminder. They blame me for not finalising. My fault.

I give opinion. They say anything. In the end, the outcome sucks. My fault.

I give opinion. They think it's not good. They disagree. My fault.

I give opinion. I put in a lot of effort. I get discredit. My fault.

I give opinion. No one bothers. They say it's not attractive. My fault.

I give opinion. They agree. They don't even try to follow-up and progress. They say I should be the one doing it. My fault.

I don't give opinion. They say I don't care. My fault.

I don't give opinion. They think that I'm not happy. Keep blaming me not to be so upset always. My fault.

I don't give opinion. They say I don't give a damn. My fault.

I ask for more. They say I'm too strict. My fault.

I ask a bit more. They say I'm crazy. My fault.

I said "A". But they insist I said "B". My fault.

I asked for "A". They got "B",. When other people ask. My fault.

I work a bit faster. They keep complaining I'm rushing them. My fault.

I work faster. I couldn't get my agenda. I ask them once. They say I cannot give them pressure. My fault.

I just ask to be a little faster/harder. They say I'm asking for too much. My fault.

When I ask something. They keep on playing. In the end, they say that I didn't say. My fault.

I want to do something. They don't give me support/ interest. My fault.

Everything is just simply my fault, KAY?!!

Nothing

I always try to please everyone, and I really want to. But seriously, every attempt ended up with a failure.

It's definitely my problem that I always couldn't look in the respective perspectives and always fail to think in each situations. And what ends up is the horrible ending where the team in hardly cheered up.

If there's a thing that I can make all my team comrades really happy and cheered up, I could promise anything I give, I am very willing to grant them the cheerful and contented smiles on their faces. I am very willing to.

But could that anything really appear? I think it wouldn't possibly will.

I'm just a failure. What else can I do? I just can't do anything. It's once again a brand new day, but all I can do is to worry and start thinking of ideas and solutions to make them happy.

But what I'm more than certain is that it'll be an absolute failure.

Somebody

Would there be anybody to appreciate a something done by that someone?
Would it mean that if nobody happens to be appreciating whatever that somebody is doing, that somebody wouldn't be living for a purpose?
Would there really be somebody who will support that somebody truly and honestly?
Would trying to praise something done by somebody be categorized as appreciating?
What would really happen if nobody is really there for that somebody?
And would that miserably somebody be someone right beside, by your side just for you and yet you do not know?
And could that somebody just be you?
Or even me?

Extraordinary

Football legends, often we think of a single player, but this, they are a super extraordinary pair of strikers. This is seriously the BEST football video I've ever watched!

Andy Cole & Dwight Yorke.

"...the combination was out of this world..."