担心

我担心原本应该是个精神寄托的她，变成了一个负担。

武轩

在我的生活中，最快乐的时光是与：6A, 中一二敬,孙子兵法,重庆二外,五虎上将和勿洛武轩。

如今，6A 已经是三年前的是，敬班也差不多过了一两年的时间，孙子兵法两年前结束了，重庆二外我想大概需要成达五个小时飞航旅程，五虎三位已很难有机会在碰到了。

那就剩下勿洛武轩了。

一转眼，就九年了。与楚翰在武轩同甘共苦了九年了。现在我的生活感觉上只有武轩在推着我，没其他的了。换句话说，我现在只为武轩而生活了。我要是失去了我这一个唯一生活推动力，我就完了。

玩完了。GAME OVER

快乐

快乐。你曾想过它到底是什么吗？
快乐。你认为它在你生活中存在吗？
快乐。你曾想过有什么能过让你快乐吗？

我想过了。
我好久没感受到真正的快乐，
担心遗忘了那种感受。

我只想，
只想好好煮一餐饭，
不要求什么山珍海味，
粗茶淡饭 家常便饭就好。

自己做的饭是最美味的。
那份满足感，
胜过一切。

你想过要如何让自己快乐了吗？

Long Long Long

Haiz...long time hasn't been here....quite lost of interest in blogging. Quite some things to post about.

The 2009 WuXuan Camp. Very cool, very fun. Together with RV, Pasir Ris and Bedok. With the help of all trainers, the whole camp came out super fun under the guide of the Committee. Cool eh? 3Days 2 Nights camp. After the camp, let's see.... A lot of wx outing, like for lunch, trainings, practices, lately just went to Caf. That outing was quite stupid. Oh yea, then the performance.

SanJieGun FTW!!! The team still thought that it was gonna be a failure, but eventually just looked perfectly well. And take note here, "LOOKED". There are extremely load of rooms to improve. But it was definitely a great effort, nice experience for all of us. And specially for the performance, THANKS OISHII WeiSiang ShiXiong. He is SUPER SUPER patient kayzzz... We all sucked like duno some duno what thing....and he just keep on teaching and teaching. Cool right???

On the performance day, we took lorry to Pasir Ris Elias CC. The lorry was super cool. Shouted like some crazy dudes and just too cool. Together with YuXiang, Kyanta, TaiFong, Johann, ShiXiong and HuiZhen, we arrived at the venue and started off the day. Blah blah blah, practiced, slacked, see chiobus, slacked, prepared, ate, and performed, and HAD FUN!!! Ended of the day once again with an excellent lorry trip back to our hideout namely Bedok CC. Just perfect.

There's still the Camp debrief meeting@Bedok CC. Hmm....expected a tio-meh session from the advisors, but just turned out totally a fun time in the Conference Room. There's one time I made the whole room laughed. JieCe ShiXiong was like asking, "So what you've learnt from the camp?" Then my reply was," OH! I learnt that RV has a lot of chiobus." Everyone laughed and JieCe ShiXiong said, "Okay, let's not take this down in the notebook, but....THAT WAS ENTERTAINING!"

Nice time in the air-con room, after that had dinner, got those forever-late dudes together along. Chatted during dinner, and don't know why, we started to dee-siao some RV people. And don't know out of no where, someone chose Valerie. Hahahaha, prank-called her and do some stupid stuffs. Johann was like over there.....*leave me alone~~~*

Erm...what else? Caf? The troup decided to go MindCafe@BoatQuay. Alighted at Raffles Hall, then walked there. And.....IT WAS CLOSED!!! WTH??? Okay..then we headed to City Hall and then to Purvis Street. We found out that we headed to the wrong direction....but we eventually managed to reach there. Shall skip...skip...okay.

When I was heading home, I just remembered ShiXiong asked me if I would like to take up Chairman for the Reunion Dinner Project. And I'm still considering now. The key to the decision...I think would be the support. Currently wx are absolutely willing to chiong for it. I'm afraid that wouldn't be enough. The rest of Bedok are still rather unsure about it. Still need some time. I got some rough info from ShiXiong that the preparations will not be very much, but the work on the actual day will be extremely high amount. So I believe Manpower would be the only thing to prepare for. I'll think about it. Gonna discuss it on Sunday with ShiXiong. The make a step forward in my rough plan.

Hmm...I guess...this should be it. I'll write in detail about the Camp, Performance and Meeting next time. Just wait. Be patient like Oishii.