Tell Me Please

As you know....not everytime I am quite into blogging or what you call this. So....sometimes I do update, and sometimes I don't. Partly is because of the schedule or maybe I'm purely too lazy or perhaps tired. Or what else things you can think of.

And I just went to HuiZhen's blog. She did a pretty interesting thing. And so I would like to do it as well. Although I haven't ask HuiZhen if she permits me to do so, but I'm kinda sure that she won't really mind. but trust me, I'll surely ask her when the time comes.

So, please tag on da tagboard anything and everything that you don't like, or dislike, or hate, or really really unhappy about, or any negative adjective you can think of. Just note it down there. I really appreciate it. Alright? Thanks a lot pals.

Really, just note it down right?

No need to be afraid or anything you can think of. Ya...

Fail, Me

I'm just a fail. I fail in everything, seriously everything. I fail in studies, I fail in leading my team, I fail in sports, I fail in music, and seriously, I even fail in games. All I know how to do is just to talk and talk and talk all those lousy loser craps. I just fail and flop. ON MY FACE! Super fed-up. I am screwed. What can I do? Nothing. You name it, I fail it.

人与人之间的不快乐、难过，都是应各自的观点与重点的差异。人们往往都忘了每个事件都拥有两面，甚至360度。但是，心胸狭窄的人类，双眼就置放在自己的利益上，自己的观点重点上，导致视线范围不多于0度的结果。当大家都能过在别人的视线范围里环是整个360度，当然这些不必要的误会就不会发生了。

Just now when I was on the bus, this happened:
A group of students were at the bus stop and some of them boarded the bus. One of them was running towards the bus, he managed to get up. Few moments later, another boy was shouting from the outside of the bus, shouting as he was running towards the bus. He seemed to hold something in his hand, however he didn't look like he wanted to board the bus. When he came closer, I saw that it was a $5 note in his hand. He got up the bus and shouted to the boy who managed to get up the bus previously. He yelled at him,"EH! YOUR $5 DROP!!". He passed the money over and got down the bus. As he was making his way down, he grumbled jokefully,"Bodooh...".

What I see in this shouting boy is that, he is willing to help his friends in any circumstances. In the above story, he is willing to disgrace himself by shouting in the public and even in the bus. He doesn't mind to be stared at with a different light at all, as long as he has passed the belonging to his friend. He is one of the kind of friends you would like to have. He is the friend who is willing to die for his friend.

In any case, appreciate everyone around you. Not because that you would like them to save or help you in any time else. Never expect to get any repay at all. This is not the reason why friends are with you.

Care for them, share. And I fail to do that. I fail to be a responsible respectful friend.

I fail.

童真

失去了童真，就是不是等于失去了真正的你和我？而失去了真正的你和我，就是不是等于失去了了解自己的能力？失去了了解自己的能力，就是不是失去了生活的意义与快乐？失去了生活的意义与快乐，就是不是失去了人生的指南针人生的方向？失去了人生的指南针人生的方向，就是不是失去了目标与梦想？

然而，当你发现原来你已失去了自己至可爱的童真时，一切已太晚了。

人们总说，长大了就有自由了。但相反的，我却认为小时侯所得到的自由比起如今的多许多许多。

Back

Can we get back like the way we were? Can we enjoy the times we had together? Can we share the same atmosphere and happiness as well?

Time has changed everything and took away everything I thought I had. The change is too large and extensive that it change everything, practically everything.

The Click Five - [Mary Jane]

"could it be
that nothings gonna change
cos' time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had"

优客李林 - <输了你，嬴了世界又如何>

"朦胧之间
仿佛我又看到你的脸
依然带着淡淡忧愁的双眼
忽隐忽现
就当全是一场梦
不必掩饰我的错
无奈的苦笑不必找牵强的理由
就让它日日夜夜刺痛我胸口
让我眼神没有焦点
泪水模糊我的视线"



OH AND ONE MORE THING! It's gonna be Eunice Bek's birthday tommorrow. Would you forgive me if I don't give you a present, punctually? HAH! She's very nice team mate to have to work with. Oh well, I think I remembered last year's birthday present for you is..erm...2 weeks of Pink Dolphin, 1 bottle per day. HEH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE!

以往

如今最近经常碰见你，让我想起以往的日子。每当有看见你，我越来越觉得我更忘不了你。你在我心目中的印象太深刻，留下的回忆太清晰，有时又甚至多么渴望当时不认识你，也没见过你。

使我最难过的是，我们连个朋友都没有机会当。

是我自己把自己的各个闸门给密密封上了呢，还是你也在躲避？

我也很难给自己一个确定的答案。我一直都坚信我们根本不会有可能，但是不知为何，想你的心情一支缠绕在心头。

真得很希望，时间能像海浪，把你在我心中礁石般的记忆慢慢冲刷浸蚀。

2010 Resolutions

2010 New Year, New Achievements

1. "O" Levels! Own it FLAT FLAT!
2. WushuHub Reunion Dinner! Beat it HOT HOT!
3. Sam Lee's nice album! MUST get it!
4. Get BEDOK a nice...EVERYTHING!
5. Think of MORE things to put down here!

Well......really, I have quite a hard time to list this five items.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!