6A Christmas Party

Christmas had never been so fun. I guess and I hope that I do not need to write down everything that happened, cos I believe Dawn and Natasha had already narrated the day at their blogs. Heh.

Well, it's really unbelieveable that there were really a lot more people with us. Times had really never been so fun, so enjoyable. Just a blink of eye, three years passed, but we're still so close. Well...still counted as clos,. I hope.

People do change, really. The days gone by, together along side, the people we knew last time are gone as well. It's really nice to see more new people, but seeing them all change in a second, really makes someone feels uneasy. But it's a good thing, good to see them change for the better. Yes, anyway it's nice to have people all around, back together again.

放开

放开来的感觉真好。

其实，轻松的诀窍就在于放开。当你放开来了，很自然的，自己就会觉得很自在。非常轻松的感觉自己就再跟内心说话。那种感觉十分舒服。

放开来，做自己。

快乐 吗？

我记得有曾经有说过，快乐，一天是24个小时，不快乐，一天仍然是24个小时。何必不快乐呢？

真以为要快乐就能快乐吗？想逼着自己快乐一些，谈何容易。口头上说这就容易，但真要行动，就真的不简单了。

想了想后，又觉得，不快乐其实也不是件坏事。看，要是你不曾不快乐，怎能体会到快乐与不快乐的分别呢？

这几句话都有点矛盾，但。。。我想。。。

Yesterday & Today

YESTERDAY

Singapore
Changi Airport
Terminal 2
12 46

Waiting for Kyanta and TaiFong to reach. Expected both with parents. Kyanta was alone himself and I saw him with two luggages. I thought, well, he thought as well, that there won't be anything to...in the form of "luggage".

We saw TaiFong at Swensen's @ T2. Well...with his family. We had lunch, and Kyanta and me did not have to pay because TaiFong's dad got us free lunch. At Killney's Kopitiam.

Proceeded to T1 with TaiFong and his family. And saw ZiHan. He was going to T3 to study with his...classmates very probably.

15 01
Johann arrived and he managed to see the Tiger spread wings. Proceeded to Budget Terminal...well, to the Shuttle Bus, and sent of Hidayat.

When both of them went off, noticeably, Johann was more down then before. I think both of us were.

16 26
Bedok Community Center
03-03

Searching for old photos with Johann. Found many interesting things.

19 23
Kaiyu ShiXiong's house

Bought more keychains and went home. And found out Johann's Republic Polytechnic certificate was with me.

TODAY

Singapore
City Hall
MRT Control Station
18 55

Saw Francis and went to MacDonald's. Crowded with people. Proceeded to Burger King, and suddenly received a plan change to Marina Square. Went back to MRT Control Station, Chairman Tjhin whacked us. Waited for Kaiyu ShiXiong. And Fairy Godmother. And proceeded to Marina Square food court to eat and talk basically. Then went to MacDonald's, and talk and laugh.

And then go home.

And then ended up here.

Today? Yesterday?

I actually wanted and planned to write about the trip to Malaysia, Pontain with JiaoLian and TaiFong. But before I started writing this passage of words, there was someone, this particular person who changed my main focus away from the trip. Unfortunately, I don't feel like writing the cross-customs trip anymore.

Perhaps next time.

I'm really scared, I'm totally afraid, I haven't been telling a single person until just now I said it. I just did. This feeling, was inside from the day when the four of us actually came together very very much closer.

I still remember the date. Really I do. It was 17 February 2007. From then on, I started to shiver. Why can I remember so vividly? Because it was 2 weeks before that year's Reunion Dinner which was 3 March. How we got together was because at that particular Sunday training we got to play ball, and four of us got into a team. And thrashed totally. No really totally but it was a five-point lead ahead the opposition.

And from then on, we couldn't be playing in the same time anymore when we were playing games with small little toddlers, hahaha, those smaller trainees. Yaa...so...I don't know why I can remember that vividly as well. I don't know.

But know what I know is that, I'm afraid to lose anyone else. Not one more. Not a single one. I'm not saying so much, although I know no one visits, but just in case, I do not want to reveal so much so...Malaysia trip should be at next update.

Perhaps...