Today? Yesterday?

I actually wanted and planned to write about the trip to Malaysia, Pontain with JiaoLian and TaiFong. But before I started writing this passage of words, there was someone, this particular person who changed my main focus away from the trip. Unfortunately, I don't feel like writing the cross-customs trip anymore.

Perhaps next time.

I'm really scared, I'm totally afraid, I haven't been telling a single person until just now I said it. I just did. This feeling, was inside from the day when the four of us actually came together very very much closer.

I still remember the date. Really I do. It was 17 February 2007. From then on, I started to shiver. Why can I remember so vividly? Because it was 2 weeks before that year's Reunion Dinner which was 3 March. How we got together was because at that particular Sunday training we got to play ball, and four of us got into a team. And thrashed totally. No really totally but it was a five-point lead ahead the opposition.

And from then on, we couldn't be playing in the same time anymore when we were playing games with small little toddlers, hahaha, those smaller trainees. Yaa...so...I don't know why I can remember that vividly as well. I don't know.

But know what I know is that, I'm afraid to lose anyone else. Not one more. Not a single one. I'm not saying so much, although I know no one visits, but just in case, I do not want to reveal so much so...Malaysia trip should be at next update.

Perhaps...