Saturday, February 28, 2009

Sam Lee CD

Yay! I got Sam Lee's Album. Both of them in one. Album 1, 关于你的歌, and Album 2, 痴心绝对.手放开. Super nice songs by Sam Lee. A total of 21 songs in two of the CDs.

Nothing else much.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Long Lost Post

Finally I got the time to post and update my blog. It has been quite some time that I used English to post.

There are many many people who appear in our lifes. People like teachers, friends, classmates, teammates or so. There are too many of them to note, and I don't think that anyone would ever remember everyone who has appeared in his/her life. But definitely, there will be people who are very significant in their lifes, and who deserve some applause of appreciation.

The positionings of the names are not based on anything else, but in the order of time. I'll start from Primary School, because I do not really remember anyone before Primary Sch starts.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FRIENDS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

YNPS:

1B~I do not really know everyone and anyone in the class very well.

2F~Not much as well, but I still remember ZiHan, Darryl, and JianYou. YiRen was also the same class too. I remember I used to dislike ZiHan a lot, he was the class monitor, and his arrogance really annoyed me.

3I~Classmates stayed the same. And soccer frenzy with WenRong,
JianYou and many more.

WenRong: The best soccer player in the class. Perhaps in the
school too. Nice friend to have. He's now in Taiwan,
studying in Buddism School. He emigrated there since P5.
Daniel: Keep talking to me about Pokemon.....and many many
things, we were from the same Kindergarten.^^
4I~Same classmates as well.

5D~Now this is what we called life. JianYou, YangZhi, and me. Three of us, the 3 Muskerteers. Creating laughter every now and then.

JianYou: Thanks for all the fun and joy we had made.Playing cards
and all those soccer.
YangZhi: Cards and B-box frenzy, remember? And all those hands
clapping.
WenKai: Walking home together with ZhiWei just simply ROCKS!
Shooting pearls at him...haha! The umbrella man, VOO!
ZhiWei: VOO! Everytime we walked home, unless you had CCA.
Especially all those competitions.....

6A~The classmates are exactly the same as 5A, you may be wondering
why some names are mentioned here rather than the previous
row. Because this people were more significant in this year,
rather than the previous.

Samuel: This fella....he was the person who got me into deep
trouble, and also the one who got me out of them. Cool?
KhaiChong: Always fighting with Samuel all the time. Fight not
enough. Still want to compete who had the most tears.
Haiz.....
Dawn: HAHA! The super assistant. The ASSISTANT monitor of the
class. While I'm the MONITOR!!! MWUAHAHA! Okay...she did
a lot of help. Got my every day really easy. Just let her
do the job, NO PROBLEM! hahazzzz.....

~Let's move on*

CCHMS:

1RP~Very nice class, filled with uber laughter very moment.
Extremely strong class. Soccer games, basketball at the second
half of the year. Yea....

WangPeng: Peacemaker, remember? Our first project group in
Secondary School.
ShaoHang: Peacemaking too! Together.
Chubin: One of the Peacemakers as well. And CCA mate. Although I
just attended CCA for just 1 term. He's from PRRC.
Edmund: Peacemaking slacker.....hahax! No offence arr...
Daniel: We always play soccer during recess, after school. We
used to go home together, taking either 197 or 31. He'll
walk home at Bedok South area.
TzeWei: Super Bro! He always crapped in class.....
WenBin: My Buddy. Sounds ridiculous.....
Jasmon: Heyyo! SZBF! My tablemate. And my closest friend. Both
of us were unbeatable. We excel in everything whenever
we work together. But that Gerontius....snatch-er...^^
Eunice: SZBF! Hardworking presenter, possesses great talent in
acting, and singing too. She was in choir, now changed
to EDS. I believe she will have a bright future.
Clarissa: SZBF! WITH THE POWER OF 4 OF US...WE ARE GODLY!!!
Serious! No joke. I'm so proud of you Clarissa. She
gave a hell load of funny and creative ideas. No fail

JingXiang: He guided me in Maple, and both of us abandoned
Aquilla and Bootes and migrated to Cass. Super pro
gamer he is.
Teresa: Mrs Wormwood *or is it Woodworm?* in the drama night.
Great effort.
YvonneSah: Haha....the Matilda....

2RP~Best class ever. Same classmates. Strong bonds. Stronger than
covalent or ionic bonds, I don't think metallic bond is a
challenge. We are stronger than diamond. Nub Macromolecule.....

Gerontius: I got to know him inside out... We went home together
taking 21. There's this day when he slipped and
almost fell near the bus-stop, remember?
DingYi: She is...I don't know how to say...remarkable...energy?
SingYan: Class outing organiser, and also the member of the last
project group of Sec2. My tablemate. He is very
initiative. He makes a lot a lot of videos of the
class. He put in a lot of effort in very single thing
he does.
Jeanelli: Hardworking girl. Talking non-stop always. With HuiRu.
Idealistic, ever providing innovative ideas.
HuiRu: The most enthusiastic member in the group. I always used
dislike her method of doing work. ALWAYS chit-chatting
with Jeanelli in classes, WITHOUT FAIL! And there's this
time, both of us quarrelled in discussion. I raised my
volume very high to her. The whole incident was all my
fault. Ps arr....
HanXiang: Always talking about gundams, animes, TOYS, and
games. Uses his handphone and watch all those kind of
stupid animes. Just can't stop shaking his damn leg.
Shakin' shake shake.....
HongYi: He was with me most of the time in CQ, as we were
roommates. We shared a lot of things within us at that
time. I know him very well. I remember there's this day,
he went to lock my uniform's shoulder strap with a damn
lock. I smacked him hard. Sorry arr....
YingSin: We were in the same project group...for a short time.
Nick: Same PW group.

BCC Wushu~Sunday morning fever.

Johann: Together with me for 8 years already. This year
would be the 9th.
Kyanta: Godam Joker...blur king...
TaiFong: The ever heck care fella.
KhaiTerng: Working-efficient, and always acting like a gay
WeeSeng: ALWAYS CAUSING TROUBLE....
HuiZhen: Got into our first competition. AHBand member.
Jinnee: Went to competition together as well.

ChongQing mates~Thanks a lot everyone. You all made the trip to
China so enjoyable!

Thanks for everyone else whom I did not list in. I did not forget you, and will not ever.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

死心了

我已经死了这条心,
我不会回头,也不会追究。
事情的结果就是如此,
我不会后悔,也不会遗憾。
我能做的就是那么多。
人,要懂得感恩,
我很感激能够认识你。
能够看见你的微笑,
我就心满意足。
我不会在盼望,
我不会在期待。

Monday, February 16, 2009

指南

每个人,
心中都有个指南针。
这个指南针,
希望别离开他的身边,
继续指导它的主人到他的目的地。
要是生命的方向迷糊,
唯有它的指引。

迷失方向

如今,
我的心里好乱,好乱。
想写出些东西似的,
但不知为何,
想得到,却写不出。
我不知道,我真的不知道。
心中的种种迷惑,
看似解不开。

我的渺小声音,
谁听得见?
我的彷徨心头,
谁看得见?

我慌了,
我乱了。

有谁来指引我?

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Bleach


Photo



Spot the difference

Saturday, February 14, 2009

无名

每一个人,都有他们自己脆弱的灵魂,都有新上的那一个缺口。
每一个人,心了都有那一扇门,都需要那一把钥匙来打开。
每一个人,都在期待,都在盼望,盼望那一把钥匙的到来。

每一个人的心头上都有一个。。。难忘的人。
这位难忘的人,就是那把难得的钥匙。
失去了这一把钥匙,很有可能,它/他/她不再回来了。
失去之后,遗憾。
遗憾它/他/她。
就因为遗憾,才懂得珍惜。

珍惜这一把钥匙,
别让它/他/她离去。
它/他/她到开心中的那扇门,
同时也填补上心里的那一个缺口。

有时候,
希望借助音乐,
抒发内心世界的心情。

有时候,
希望借助朋友,
说出心中最不满的悲愤。

有时候,
希望借助沉静,
听自己心中的喜怒哀乐。

有时候,
希望借助思念,
回忆着往事令自己开心。 

有时候,
希望借助哭泣,
呐喊出心中千百个伤感。

有时候。。。。

Monday, February 09, 2009

Alvin's Special Request

Alvin actually requested me to post this on my blog. This is the first post dedicated to a special person who requested a special post on the special person. How special. And this is the focus of this post.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Take Me Through

Am I pushing them all too hard?

All I just want from them is efficiency. Is it me that the problems lie on? But....why can't they just put in that little bit of effort and attempt to improve?

It's not going to bring them far if they still stay on with the attitude. What I'm doing is actually helping them to learn. Don't they realise it?

How many times must I emphasize on it? Is it so difficult? Just half a second faster can make me satisfied. It may still not be perfect, but I can see the effort.

Just the effort.

Is the problem with me? Or maybe even myself is not doing it too? Or maybe I just simply can't see the problem on myself? Am I even worse than them?

I really don't know. Can you all please speak up? I want to know what is going on. Me myself can't move on if I do not know where am I wrong. Correct my mistakes whenever I have.

Tell me off whenever I'm wrong. Your duty is to improve one and other, not just me being the person who is teaching you. I also have to learn, I'm not an encyclopedia, I do not know everything you need to learn. Please, I'm not a master.

I'm just a trainee just like you and me. The only difference is that I'm just your Club I/C and I know that little bit more than you guys do.

Really.

I nag on you guys is because I want you to learn. I want you to improve yourselves to increase your value in the society. If not what differenciates you people with an ordinary fella you pick randomly on streets?

I appreciate you people as friends, and I want the best out of you. I want you to show me what is the best in you. Show me, prove it to me, no need to hide. I understand, because I feel how you do.

In times, I know you are tired, I am also tired, but all I want to see is just that bit of energy and enthusiastic in you.

In times, I know you are frustrated, I gave you break time, and after that, I expect more from you, in the end, I;m being made disappointed.

In times, I am totally impressed. Why can't the feeling just stay in my heart? Why can't I afford to feel it again? Why can't you just fufill my wish for just one more time? Am I not teaching well? Or do you not understand? Voice out. Your mouth is there to talk and express what you think.

I really like to be challenged when you ask me questions. And I really love to convince you on my point. If you got me at a lost of words when you points are more powerful than mine, I will love your idea. That's just me. Go straight to the point when you are dealing with me.

Show me, don't just talk.

Prove to me, don't just stare and look.

That's me