Sunday, February 08, 2009

Take Me Through

Am I pushing them all too hard?

All I just want from them is efficiency. Is it me that the problems lie on? But....why can't they just put in that little bit of effort and attempt to improve?

It's not going to bring them far if they still stay on with the attitude. What I'm doing is actually helping them to learn. Don't they realise it?

How many times must I emphasize on it? Is it so difficult? Just half a second faster can make me satisfied. It may still not be perfect, but I can see the effort.

Just the effort.

Is the problem with me? Or maybe even myself is not doing it too? Or maybe I just simply can't see the problem on myself? Am I even worse than them?

I really don't know. Can you all please speak up? I want to know what is going on. Me myself can't move on if I do not know where am I wrong. Correct my mistakes whenever I have.

Tell me off whenever I'm wrong. Your duty is to improve one and other, not just me being the person who is teaching you. I also have to learn, I'm not an encyclopedia, I do not know everything you need to learn. Please, I'm not a master.

I'm just a trainee just like you and me. The only difference is that I'm just your Club I/C and I know that little bit more than you guys do.

Really.

I nag on you guys is because I want you to learn. I want you to improve yourselves to increase your value in the society. If not what differenciates you people with an ordinary fella you pick randomly on streets?

I appreciate you people as friends, and I want the best out of you. I want you to show me what is the best in you. Show me, prove it to me, no need to hide. I understand, because I feel how you do.

In times, I know you are tired, I am also tired, but all I want to see is just that bit of energy and enthusiastic in you.

In times, I know you are frustrated, I gave you break time, and after that, I expect more from you, in the end, I;m being made disappointed.

In times, I am totally impressed. Why can't the feeling just stay in my heart? Why can't I afford to feel it again? Why can't you just fufill my wish for just one more time? Am I not teaching well? Or do you not understand? Voice out. Your mouth is there to talk and express what you think.

I really like to be challenged when you ask me questions. And I really love to convince you on my point. If you got me at a lost of words when you points are more powerful than mine, I will love your idea. That's just me. Go straight to the point when you are dealing with me.

Show me, don't just talk.

Prove to me, don't just stare and look.

That's me

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